Numbers 11 · a question people ask
Was Moses wrong to ask God to kill him?
The chapter doesn't say. Moses said, "If you treat me this way, please kill me right now, if I have found favor in your sight; and don’t let me see my wretchedness" (11:15). The LORD's next words are no rebuke but help: "Gather to me seventy men of the elders of Israel" (11:16), "that you don’t bear it yourself alone" (11:17). The LORD does challenge Moses later, over the meat. When Moses asks, "Shall all the fish of the sea be gathered together for them, to be sufficient for them?" (11:22), the LORD says, "Has the LORD’s hand grown short?" (11:23). Moses isn't the only one in Scripture to pray this way. Elijah said, "It is enough. Now, O LORD, take away my life" (1 Kings 19:4), and Jonah, "LORD, take, I beg you, my life from me" (Jonah 4:3).
The verses
“If you treat me this way, please kill me right now, if I have found favor in your sight; and don’t let me see my wretchedness.” The LORD said to Moses, “Gather to me seventy men of the elders of Israel, whom you know to be the elders of the people and officers over them; and bring them to the Tent of Meeting, that they may stand there with you. I will come down and talk with you there. I will take of the Spirit which is on you, and will put it on them; and they shall bear the burden of the people with you, that you don’t bear it yourself alone.”
“Shall flocks and herds be slaughtered for them, to be sufficient for them? Shall all the fish of the sea be gathered together for them, to be sufficient for them?” The LORD said to Moses, “Has the LORD’s hand grown short? Now you will see whether my word will happen to you or not.””
“But he himself went a day’s journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a juniper tree. Then he requested for himself that he might die, and said, “It is enough. Now, O LORD, take away my life; for I am not better than my fathers.””
“Therefore now, LORD, take, I beg you, my life from me, for it is better for me to die than to live.””