Psalm 42 · a question people ask
"Why are you in despair, my soul?" (42:5). Is it wrong for someone who trusts God to feel like this?
The psalm doesn't say whether it is wrong or right. What it shows is this. The despair is spoken to God and about God: "My soul thirsts for God" (42:2), and "My God, my soul is in despair within me" (42:6). The psalmist doesn't hide it. The refrain asks the soul why, and tells it where to look: "Hope in God! For I shall still praise him" (42:5). The same call comes again at the end (42:11), after "Why have you forgotten me?" (42:9), so the question and the hope stand side by side, and the psalm ends without saying the despair has gone. Other psalms speak the same way: "I am in pain and bowed down greatly. I go mourning all day long" (Psalm 38:6), where bowed down is the Hebrew verb of despair in Psalm 42 (tap despair).
The verses
“My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come and appear before God?”
“Why are you in despair, my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him for the saving help of his presence. My God, my soul is in despair within me. Therefore I remember you from the land of the Jordan, the heights of Hermon, from the hill Mizar.”
“I will ask God, my rock, “Why have you forgotten me? Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?””
“Why are you in despair, my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him, the saving help of my countenance, and my God.”