Psalm 38 · a question people ask
"I will be sorry for my sin" (38:18), and then, "Those who hate me without reason are numerous" (38:19). Doesn't the psalm contradict itself?
The psalm sets the two side by side and speaks of two different things. To the LORD, the psalmist names "my iniquity" and "my sin" (38:18). Of his enemies, he says they "hate me without reason" (38:19). Without reason is sheqer, which Brown-Driver-Briggs gives as "deception, disappointment, falsehood". And he says, "They who give evil for good are also adversaries to me, because I follow what is good" (38:20). Psalm 35's notes set 38:20's evil for good beside Psalm 35:12 and 109:5, and Psalm 23's notes set his follow beside Psalm 23:6; these notes don't repeat them. Psalm 38 doesn't say that his sin was against these enemies, or that they know of it. It doesn't explain how his sin before the LORD and their hatred fit together, and these notes don't either.
The verses
“For I will declare my iniquity. I will be sorry for my sin. But my enemies are vigorous and many. Those who hate me without reason are numerous. They who give evil for good are also adversaries to me, because I follow what is good.”
“Surely goodness and loving kindness shall follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the LORD’s house forever.”
“They reward me evil for good, to the bereaving of my soul.”
“They have rewarded me evil for good, and hatred for my love.”